It has been very busy around here. Yesterday I cleaned. I mean REALLY cleaned.
Toys put away
It was awesome.
Had an awesome quiet time with the Lord reflecting over Isaiah. LOVED IT!!!!! It was the last night of BSF and I was so excited to hear and listen. I will share what happened in another post.
I got up and got ready and decided that I would go for a short run. My body was screaming at me......"NO, don't do it!!!!" but my head needed it and off we went.
IT WAS AWESOME!!!! Yes, I felt like I was going to just fall over at times but I was determined that I was going to do it!!!!! Sweat and sunshine and there is no better combination.
Today has continued with the cleaning. I have managed to clean out a cabinet, clean Kaleb's room of broken toys and just junk in general and even cleaned out our closet. Choosing to put winter clothes away and only have the summer/spring in the closet. It felt GREAT until I ran across THE SWIMSUIT!!!! OH NO!!!!! Well, mine is all faded and yucky looking so out it went. Time for a new one!!!! Not looking forward to it but I have a goal in mind and it is actually reasonable.
Now what? After being laid off I think everyone has so much to consider.
What is next?
What do I want to do?
More important is "What does the Lord want me to do?"
These are all the questions that are always going through my head. So I have spent the last 2 hours reading GTCC's website. Everything from Wedding Planning, Latin Dance(not a chance), to Early Childhood Education, to Nursing and Certified Medical Assisting. I am in brain over load.
What am I suppose to do?
What do I enjoy?
Where is my heart?
What do I want to be when I grow up?
I HAVE NO CLUE AT THIS POINT!!!!! Can really make one feel VERY OVERWHELMED!!!! That is exactly where I am. OVERWHELMED!!!!! It can all be very overwhelming and yet I do have a sense of peace about it. I know that probably makes absolutely NO sense but I do. Yes, I still have my moments of "what just happened" but for the most part, doing well and it's all about HIM!!!!!!! I'm taking the time to get somethings done that I have NEVER had time to and just preparing for whatever He has planned. I can't wait to see!!!!!!!!
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Doula Mama Pam