Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Two Post In One Day!!!!! Oh My!!!!

I read over at one of my friends blog the other day that she was Refusing.  My first thought was Refusing What?
Then I read it.  OH SO WELL PUT!!!!!  She was having one of those days.  Days that you think....what else and why me.  Have you ever had one of those days?  I know I have them more often than I wish.  Of course here again is all about choice.  I guess you could take her post and rewrite it and call it CHOOSING.  That is so much easier than it sounds.  It always is.  I even had a moment this morning when I went to get my morning coffee at work and said Hello to someone.  I asked her how she was and she said "I'm here and how are you."  I was almost shocked at my response but I knew WHO it came from.  "I am choosing to have a good day today."  Of course she said that she wished she could do that.  I walked away thinking, that is all about a choice.  I am working today with my favorite MD, who should be a Midwife, and we get a long great and read each other so we know what the other needs before they ask.  We just click.  Therefore, I can watch my "jellybeans" change their numbers and go up and check in on them every so oftenn and just make the choice to know that they are not going anywhere and I am doing what I have been asked to do and that they understand that things will have to wait until I return to my desk.  I have chosen to just trust in the fact that I am where I am suppose to be and that is all that I can do at this present moment.  Yes, I know that was wordy but I hope that it made sense.  The Lord has me here for a reason and there are days that I wonder what in the world for and then there are days that I know, that I know that I know.
So today I am CHOOSING to have a great day. I am REFUSING to let anyone or anything come at me in any shape form or fashion that HE can not handle.  It is going to be a GREAT day!!!!!! 
If yours is not a GREAT day, what are CHOOSING and REFUSING about your day that you can change? 

Got to run for now.  Thanks for stopping by.

Doula Mama Pam